My life

My life is really too complicated...
i hate it..
why others can have their own simple and happy lives?
why i canot?
i know...
its related to our mind...
if you're thinking the hard way...
then your life would be very difficult to pass through...
right...
that's my opinion...
because i'm using that way right now...
haiz..
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tomorrow is the first day for me to fight for semester two...
hope i can do it...
the credit card promoter i think i'm not going to do anymore...

why my parents don't know me as well??
always ask me do this, so that...
but they don't even want try to understand me!!!
They don't understand my situation, my feelings!!
why so selfish??
want work, you ask me, what work you can do without any cert?
if study, you ask me to make a difficult decision...
why you all like that one........
i don't want to complain about you......
but you made me complain...

DIE...
is it a good decision?
if DIE..
THEY WON'T SCOLD ME ANYMORE..
IF DIE..
MY SISTERS WON'T MAKE ME FEEL STRESS ANYMORE..
IF DIE..
NO NEED TO MAKE SO MUCH DECISIONS ANYMORE..
I JUST HAVE TO MAKE ONE DECISION... DIE