发奋图强 = 发粪涂墙

哇~

要开始

发奋图强

了耶！

之前都只是说说~

结果都是

发粪涂墙

现在不能了！

加油啦！ 

^^

如果

如果你现在是瘦的有多好
我介意你和她的过去
即使你现在没有再喜欢她
你们还是有做过那些事……
我真的很难说服自己去接受你
的确
我是介意的
如果你愿意换工
去找些有前途的工
赚多点钱
我想
我会对你有好感些的
也不是说现在没有好感
毕竟
你还是一个不错的男孩
但
我要的
绝对不是你现在能做得到的
所以我觉得
你有点不适合我
我都一直在考虑
在想
是否应该给你这个机会
还是应该直接拒绝你
我真的不懂
朋友都说
等吧
等到你真的做到我要的那些东西后再接受你
但
说实在的
我绝对不会是一个好女生
所以
还是请你3思吧
想清楚
你这么做
值得吗？

10 Feb 2010

倒数4天~
新年就快到了~
我对你也越来越期待了~

刚才牙龈爆血管~
真的是炸到！
满口都是血耶！！！
oh my god....

你知道昨晚我一直心不在焉吗？
做什么事都闷闷不乐！
都是你害的……
那么轻易的住入我的心里……

你居然……
做2份工！
就为了为来见我耶~
好兴奋！！ ^^

好感动~
好爱你~
好想你~
好念你~

很想那一天快点到~
可是……
到了又不可以那么快过去……
要不然我会伤心死的……

呵呵……
希望今天是个美好的一天吧！

回归一切

很想说有了你是幸福的

很想说我的心是你的

噢~

好想去刺青！

可是~

又不想以后会后悔……

haiz

新年后就不可以逃课了……

=.=

都是那个死人mrs OOI害的！

讨厌她！

死老姨！！

死老太婆！

那么多人死没看她死！

pek chek ar！！！

讨厌你讨厌你讨厌你！！！

最讨厌你了~

不要以为自己很厉害……

哼！

妈的咧~

现在呢~

就让我任性地过完新年吧！

我要加油努力我的任性~

i love it...

我行我素！

New account for new life~~

newboo-babyboo.blogspot.com

My life

My life is really too complicated...
i hate it..
why others can have their own simple and happy lives?
why i canot?
i know...
its related to our mind...
if you're thinking the hard way...
then your life would be very difficult to pass through...
right...
that's my opinion...
because i'm using that way right now...
haiz..
ＴＯＯ　ＣＯＭＰＬＩＣＡＴＥＤ
tomorrow is the first day for me to fight for semester two...
hope i can do it...
the credit card promoter i think i'm not going to do anymore...

why my parents don't know me as well??
always ask me do this, so that...
but they don't even want try to understand me!!!
They don't understand my situation, my feelings!!
why so selfish??
want work, you ask me, what work you can do without any cert?
if study, you ask me to make a difficult decision...
why you all like that one........
i don't want to complain about you......
but you made me complain...

DIE...
is it a good decision?
if DIE..
THEY WON'T SCOLD ME ANYMORE..
IF DIE..
MY SISTERS WON'T MAKE ME FEEL STRESS ANYMORE..
IF DIE..
NO NEED TO MAKE SO MUCH DECISIONS ANYMORE..
I JUST HAVE TO MAKE ONE DECISION... DIE

Im SICK..................

Arhhhh....
Im so sick...
selsema...my mom said the air-con too cold..
gastric...my mom complain to everyone...said i dowan to eat..(but tis is real larh)
hahaha...
people on diet marh...
mana tahu...
haih..
so suffering...
monday wan go class ard..
suffering again...
haih..
but i cannot give up...
if give up, sure cannot face my family...
so...
cannot give up...
then???
what to do??
just continue suffering lorh!!!!
arhhhh....
i hate larh!!!!!
why like that worh...
i really feel very TIRED with my BORING life...
how could i finish up my life???
die? commit suicide?? run away from home???
these ways just can think only..
they are not suitable for action+ing...

IM NOT GIVING UP!!!!!!!
i WONT give up...
although i knew the way is difficult to go through...
but...
i really will overcome it myself...

now...
already third day of my gastric...
really very PAIN larh...
yerrrr~~
hmm... did anyone know how to thin in a week???
I know！！！
how?????
make yourself sick lorh!!! zzzzzz =.="
because last week my waist is 30...
now...become 27.5=.=""
the tummy also hilang...
but really SUFFERING larh~
its unhealthy orh!!
dont learn...
hahahahah...